Now School

Now it's time to see if I can really do this, and do it well. Manage 50 hrs a week and go to school. I'm trying to muster all the strength and focus I have because man, it's easy to forget about stuff; due dates at school and work, and whatnot. The paxil does help the anxiety but it dulls my mind a bit and my mind just is not as sharp thusly. So now I sorta know what it's like to be normal and it's kinda boring actually. My attention span has shrunk a little and I'm just like bored now and then. Or maybe it could be because I actually got a whole day off from work and school and I am just doing nothing. No, I know better. I never get bored naturally. We'll see how it goes.