This life is so weird. 3 years have passed by in a blink of an eye. My perspective has not changed in that period of time. I still feel like I am 21. And when I was 21 I still felt like I was 18. And even 18 I wasn't really feeling. I was in tune with 17 however. So that was the last year which mattered to me. Since then nothing has really changed inside of me. Only outwardly. Which doesn't mean much to me. Just now I recognize the benefits of outward gains. I do feel like the world seems smaller now, and problems, objectives and lessons do fit together better now. Falling now just inside of my scope of things. Simply some fine tuning going on.

But it's weird because I have had the same thoughts inside of my head, and I have not moved out of my place. I think (and live) in theoretical spheres, and the same ideas have been bouncing around my head these past 3 years. I stay submerged in thought, and remain aloof to the actual rubber hitting the road. Don't get me wrong, the theoretical escapdes are bound by reality's gravitational pull, so as to validify the results with a street legal (road ready) summation. So I'm not off in outer space thank you. I'm solving problems for the real world. Not really.

Anyway, as I am entrenched in thought, it is a quiet euphoric state where even time can rest, and it does. So this whole time has felt like one long thought. Not 3 years long. Closer to 8 months. Yeah.